Olagoke Oreoluwa Elizabeth

  Control Never let anyone be in charge of sensitive things about you! Don't give them the privilege or opportunity to get you angry to a point where you'd say or do what's least expected of you. If you do so and something goes terribly wrong, the blame is always going to be on you and not them So take control of your REACTION so as not to make rational DECISIONS. A decision you'd regret or die doing. SUICIDE shouldn't be an option either and you have no right to take someone else's life no matter what they did to you....it's very wrong PATIENCE they say is a virtue. Be in control of your reactions. You have expectations to live up to so live up to them.

 The beast that lives in man The fact that we breathe the same air alone makes me maad,I was sad,grieving, but there he was....having the last laugh, This shouldn't be happening to me,I'm better than he is, Why do bad things happen to good people? I wish I could run him over with a car or push him into the river, I wish he vanishes from the face of the earth, I want him to pay for all the pain he has caused me...."I thought " But deep down......I just really want to be fine again and hope things works fine for both of us and not just him. There is something that takes over us when were angry sometimes, the ability to control it differs amongst others The worst can happen if we allow it control us totally and that's when bad things happen and we wonder how on earth did it get this far That's when you begin to wonder how you became this terrible person People will always hurt/disappoint you but that shouldn't make you turn into something you aren't suppo...

Numb Void of all emotions/feelings Have seen and felt it all in the deepest way possible, I'm always at the extreme with my feelings, I find it hard to balance or control, If I love....I love way too much, If I'm sad......I'm say way too much, If I'm happy....I'm way too hyper and happy, And if I don't like you.....well you get the drill, But lately I find myself empty, so light I can float in the air, There's no emotion I haven't been through, I was so filled with feelings it exploded inside of me and now I'm left with nothing, I'm just existing, Nothing they do or say affects me in any way, I'd rather not be happy than be happy just to be sad again, It's like in a twinkle of an eye our emotion changes, Even at the slightest sound or thing we see, It keeps changing from good to bad and I can't just keep up, Even when i think I'm happy, I still have it at the back of my mind that something can go wrong which means I'm not enti...

 Mystery man Story story ¤ Part 1 Tania woke up to a kiss on the forehead and smell of coffee, it felt like a dream to her....who would have thought a one night stand could turn to this. She didn't even know his real name and neither did he know hers, she made it that way in other not to get involved or carried away, "no strings attached" was what they agreed on. So what's all this one for now...she thought for a second Well, it's nice to be treated this way for the very first time and smiled at him taking a cup of coffee in her hand The sex between them was so good that they couldn't resist the urge to come back for more.. Time flies when you are having a good time she said to her mystery man as she got up to take a shower and get dressed. Can we do this another time? He asked Tania as she was about to leave I think we've done this so many times enough for a one night stand with no strings attached kinda deal she replied laughing Yes but I enjoyed every ...

 Paranoid Something's wrong,I can feel it Someone's watching me, I can feel their gaze upon me Someone's following me, I can hear the footsteps behind me Startled by the sound of the doorbell Spend most time in the dark Always too cautious of where I go, what I eat and who I talk to Always wearing a sad face Feeling low and unhappy even without a specific reason Low self esteem Worried about things yet to happen Don't trust anyone I smell blood and hear screams Gun sounds blazing in my head I'm seeing things yet to happen Everything I touch turns bad and food taste sour in my mouth Water turns black and when I sit on the chair or bed I feel like I'm sinking right through it I'm scared to look into the Mirror because I dont know who have become Have lost weight yet I'm not hungry and have plenty to eat It's like I'm allergic to everything and everywhere I see them gather around to watch me break and fall Scared to close my eyes because my dreams h...

 The butterfly Effect What have you heard about blue butterflies??? Well let me tell you rare facts about it. Do you know that the "Palos Verdes" blue butterfly is the rarest in the world? In some cultures it is believed that (1) The blue butterfly is a symbol of spirit speaking through transformation and change. (2) Spotting a blue butterfly is thought to bring sudden goodluck. (3) Blue butterflies are considered wish granters like a wishing star. (4) A blue coloured butterfly is often thought to signify peace, joy and happiness. (5) The blue butterfly is mostly found in the tropical forest of Latin America from Mexico to Columbia. Ps: why are things like this not easily found in Nigeria??? I have wishes that needs to be granted ooo

 Man like girl Ever come across a man with girly emotions? Masculine on the outside but feminine on the inside This is a type of person that looks like a man but acts and thinks like a woman A man that cares a whole lot about skin care products/makeup A man so obsessed with his legs and shape A man that feels so deeply and loves wholeheartedly A man that can be so soft, petty and tender A man so expressive with words and actions A man with feminine instincts A man that's is not afraid to let it out, even if it means to cry A man that who doesn't see anything bad in helping out with house chores mostly suitable for women A man that isn't demanding and very considerate

  Pressure We are mostly overwhelmed by the urge to do better even more than others which is mostly a good thing but too much of pressure isn't good. We overthink or over calculate every move we want to make. The desire to do more feels as strong as a vampire's thirst for blood. We look before we leap but still fall and sometimes drown We undergo series of pressure from family, friends, relationships,colleagues and so on It almost feels like we are in competition with everyone including ourselves We always forget the fact that we are moving forward even if it's just by an inch, we still aren't where we used to be yesterday. That should also give us hope that tomorrow's going to be better than today. Don't stress it....you are doing well.